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I have 3 options and am paralyzed with indecision

2022.01.17 21:41 anon0056 I have 3 options and am paralyzed with indecision

Been with my BF for 10 years. I’m not perfect and neither is he, but we’ve been in love and perhaps infatuated with each other all these years. Maybe even unhealthily codependent. It’s nothing outrageous, but we really enjoy being around each other. For both of us, the other person is about the only human we can spend every moment together and not feel like committing suicide. We can even hang out separately but together, if that makes sense. It’s as easy as breathing. We even overlap quite a bit with our hobbies, so I’ve had to actively concoct ways to separate us a bit so we’re not in each other’s faces 24/7. We also work full time, but we’ve been working from home since the pandemic started and are essentially near or around each other all day.
Anyway, our imperfections have caught up with us. While I’ve been devoted to him, I haven’t been able to go no-contact with my toxic family. My lack of adherence to our old European roots means I’m shunned but still kept close for when I magically wake up one day, snap out of it, and once again become their peerless daughter. At times, I so thoroughly hate my cultural roots.
BF has lost patience and respect for me. He’s becoming more angry as more time goes by, and I feel like he’s biding his time and will make his exit when he can handle it financially. I’ve been fighting my way out of a deep depression and am not sure if I’m imagining these dark feelings. All I can say is I’m getting mixed messages, and I think it’s becoming pitiful that I simply haven’t left him yet after some of the comments and observations he’s made toward me. He’s not abusive, but he has been painfully blunt as of late, so I’m thinking he’s at the end of his rope. In my everyday life, I’m a fairly tough female, but when it comes to him, I turn into a puddle.
My first option is to keep working on it. I’m wanting to get into therapy, and he’s agreed to go to couples therapy with me. But, again, unless I’m imagining it, I get the impression he thinks it’s too little too late. He never seemed like he cared for marriage, but now that it’s clear I can’t find the strength to move ahead without my family’s blessing… I don’t know. I don’t know when this became a dealbreaker for him. It was a shock for me and I had put marriage out of my mind entirely.
The other option is to return to my beckoning family. My chest clenches when I think of returning. My only real reason would be my sister and her family. I adore them. I can handle my parents in small doses, but I associate my old city and their house as my special prison, and I can’t bear to lose ground on the independence I’ve work so hard for. But my sister could use my help, and I know I could help her and her family if I were nearer, which would bring me some happiness. I just know the whole scenario will have a good dose of toxicity before it gets better.
The third option is a catch all. I could move out but stay in my current city. I could go wherever, really. But I do love it here. However, I also associate this city with my BF because we’ve been together here this whole time. I can’t think of where else I would go and can’t even take the first steps. It’s so costly to pay overlapping rent and security deposits in two places. I feel so lost. I can’t even decide a viable third option.
There are so many more details here that muddy this situation even more, but I’ll stop with these details and will take whatever tough love you all are open to sharing with me.
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